forgive and forget

dear him,

there are a lot of thing between us that we can't handle together.thats why we are pretending to be too blind to see.i don't think we can make it as a couple.because we are tumbling down with our ego.i can't blame you with this.i have to blame myself.it will be a good thing if we can manage ourselves and ignore about who is going to be hurt for a while.and for now,i am trying to live life without you.i have to mingle with new situation.the situation which is obviously won't bring us any closer anymore.with a new guy?please don't make it even harder for me.each person is different from one to another.you are different.they are different.i wish i could turn back time and fix this situation.but seems like everything won't ever be the same anymore.its not that i don't care.i am too fragile to care too much.you know it will be a big hole in my life ever since you're gone.there will always be.but no matter how hard it will be,no matter how hurt it will be,i guess i will try to breath again.without any oxygen from you.lets just make it clear,we were just not meant to be together.