hmmm aku pulak yang tak boleh hidup dia takda.macam mana ni? :( sedangkan aku yang ye ye taknak bagi dia second chance.but secara adil nya,everybody deserve a second chance.dia pun pernah bagi aku second chance.tak salah aku mengalah.
he promised to take good care of it.sayang,i trust you.
aku taknak before sebab aku taknak dia hurt aku lagi.penat nak rasa dah weh.tuhan je tau sakit dia macam mana.
he cried.dia tak pernah menangis depan aku.
here goes the second chance.....
Monday
mistake
everybody makes mistake.and he did.that is the first big mistake he ever made.but that is the most hurtful , painful mistake for me.he decided to broke up with me just because he cant stand it when i miss him too much.he said that feelings is killing me inside out.and he never want me to endure it.so he decided to be friend with me.he typed a text message,in hope to deliver it to me.but he did not.he saved it in his phone's draft without sending it.he said he doesnt have any guts to delivering it to me.so he let the breaking up text message in his draft unsend.
but i found the text.missing him is a plesure for me.and the text message is the one that killed me inside out.i never thought that the idea of breaking up will ever crossed his mind.he played with my feelings.he just dont understand how big my love is and he will never ever got the picture of how my life would be to live alone without him.i'll do whatever it takes just to be with him but we end up with breaking up just because of ive been missing him too much.it was a big mistake.
broken.you put me down on my knees.
he tried to explained it to me.what how and why.but those questions couldnt hardly cure my broken heart that screwed up into pieces.i decided to leave instead of staying.i just dont wanna get hurt.
missing you is the best tears that ever fall.you should be proud of yourself because you managed to make me cried over my feelings toward you.when i said i miss you,i just want you to know that i am thinking about you all the time without fail,and i just want you to know that you are the only one that have been occupied in my heart and my soul each nano-second.why do you have to let me go just because of ive been missing you?its just doest makes any sense to me.im sorry.
i know the long distance relationship is really hard.but i know how to handle myself and i wont ever cheat on you.i beg you to put your trust on me.but you denied. so here we go ....
we are no longer a couple.we're friend,as you wish.
but i found the text.missing him is a plesure for me.and the text message is the one that killed me inside out.i never thought that the idea of breaking up will ever crossed his mind.he played with my feelings.he just dont understand how big my love is and he will never ever got the picture of how my life would be to live alone without him.i'll do whatever it takes just to be with him but we end up with breaking up just because of ive been missing him too much.it was a big mistake.
broken.you put me down on my knees.
he tried to explained it to me.what how and why.but those questions couldnt hardly cure my broken heart that screwed up into pieces.i decided to leave instead of staying.i just dont wanna get hurt.
missing you is the best tears that ever fall.you should be proud of yourself because you managed to make me cried over my feelings toward you.when i said i miss you,i just want you to know that i am thinking about you all the time without fail,and i just want you to know that you are the only one that have been occupied in my heart and my soul each nano-second.why do you have to let me go just because of ive been missing you?its just doest makes any sense to me.im sorry.
i know the long distance relationship is really hard.but i know how to handle myself and i wont ever cheat on you.i beg you to put your trust on me.but you denied. so here we go ....
we are no longer a couple.we're friend,as you wish.
AfrahHaz
well hello there.lama dah tak update blog ni.lama sangat dah.harap harap baby blog ni tak merajuk hihi :p okay dari mana nak start cerita ni? banyak benda nak cerita but since last week was the most miserable week ever sebab final exam,so niat tu postpone kejap.and now here i am,semester break :)
now imma blackberry user.but using blackberry without his name on my bbm contact list is lifeless! so it doesnt matter sangat.i still need to top up my credit to text with him :) oh well, here is my bbpin 2627B55B
when i was still in the mood of exam that day,okay seriously i cant stop myself from missing him too much.and i found it kinda hurting myself each time i saw my bestfriend snuggle up with her boyfriend.how i wish he was there with me.so i cried myself to sleep every night.its just,its a good thing when i found myself missing him that much.because it shows how much he meant to me without trying.from that moment,i know that my feeling is always real and never was an imagination.
we talked and talked and talked and share a lot if thing together.everything seems to be so perfect and how i wished those moment will never ended.oh and i watched a pre-wedding video.so asked him if we could make a video for our pre-wedding.and he said he would love to :) we managed to spend the whole night talking about our wedding.what color to wear,themes,gift,kids,flowers,pelamin and so on.we really have a good time together.and that conversation hold on our love even stronger than ever.
thats what happened back then :)
now imma blackberry user.but using blackberry without his name on my bbm contact list is lifeless! so it doesnt matter sangat.i still need to top up my credit to text with him :) oh well, here is my bbpin 2627B55B
when i was still in the mood of exam that day,okay seriously i cant stop myself from missing him too much.and i found it kinda hurting myself each time i saw my bestfriend snuggle up with her boyfriend.how i wish he was there with me.so i cried myself to sleep every night.its just,its a good thing when i found myself missing him that much.because it shows how much he meant to me without trying.from that moment,i know that my feeling is always real and never was an imagination.
we talked and talked and talked and share a lot if thing together.everything seems to be so perfect and how i wished those moment will never ended.oh and i watched a pre-wedding video.so asked him if we could make a video for our pre-wedding.and he said he would love to :) we managed to spend the whole night talking about our wedding.what color to wear,themes,gift,kids,flowers,pelamin and so on.we really have a good time together.and that conversation hold on our love even stronger than ever.
thats what happened back then :)
Wednesday
WTF?
apa ni? bila aku jumpa balik and baca balik sumpah aku rasa macam sial.wehhh sampah apa ni?
NI PENIPU.DIA PENIPU PALING AWESOME SEKALI YANG AKU PERNAH JUMPA.
TAKDA SAPA BOLEH BEAT DIA.
wehh delete lah blog ni.aku malu lah kalau ada orang baca.
pretty please?
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